Bloodshed is the devils ink.
We can all be Hulk or Dr Banner, and it is the primitive self that comes to solutions of bloodshed. The higher self is a creative problem solver, with empathy and logic, and is the only one who will find the best path onwards.
When the primitive self commands the higher faculties instead of the reverse, bloodshed is eloquently explained and advocated for. Only empathy can put the higher faculties of the prefrontal cortex back in the driver seat. So if you find yourself adverse to love or avoiding the cleansing effect of tears for others, instead embrace it and return. Put your smartest self in command.
The bloodshed was as barbaric as it was stupid; it was as evil and cruel. There are thoughts that can come with reasons to kill, yet they are the devil's siren. We were born to love, not to become monsters of our own making. Even in our grief we wish for peace, to reach out and heal with the "enemy," to find the ways that love conquers all.